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ALTER EGO : LONE KAEDE
ORGANISATION : ULTIMATE YAOI FEDERATION FOR BOY LOVE
PARTNERING WITH : INTERNATIONAL YAOI FEDERATION
RANK : BISHIE HUNTER
SUPPORTING JOB : MALE BISHIE COUPLING
OWNER OF : SOUBI AND ALVISS
* 16 year old anime retarded yaoi lover
* a reluctant female
* life dedicated to hunting bishies
* disorientated 24/7
* temperamental
* can be a very dumb blabbermouth
* you come to this world alone, and you live it alone
* loves chocholate and Dunkin Dougnut
* hates prawn and cockroaches
* confirmed allergic to crabs >__<
* have a mad love for guys with long hair
* have an even madder love for villian bishies
* wants to fully practise Witchcraft / Wicca
* wants to own Hoshi Soichirou, Gackt and Soubi
Generally, I'm your average teen ^^ Blogs on and off, depending on the mood and happenings around me. Favourite elements are Water and Fire, two that works well with me in Tarot readings ^^ Cannot draw half as well as anyone of you reading this
but will still continue to draw anyway <.< Would like to cosplay more often too!~ Cannot stand people who bitches, stabs people's back
talks big and makes a big havoc out of nothing. Cannot stand show offs, whether conciously or subconciously. Cannot stand people who discriminates Yaois and Yuris.
Cannot stand my own self =P Am still miraculously alive after 17 years <<-- hey, that's a HUGE effort you know.
That's about it? If you want to leave, just click the back icon.
# Score well in SPM
# Complete cosplay costume in time
# Set up doujin group
# Hoshi Souichirou's songs
# Adopt a dog
# Abolish homework in school
# Get a cute guy
# Get to Japan
Movies: None
Seiyuu: Minagawa Junko, Takihiro Sakurai, Shoutarou Morikubo
Anime: Loveless, Tactics, Kasho no Tsuki, MaR
Drama : Only the Ring Finger Knows, Gravitation Sound Story
Mangas: Count Cain, You're my Princess, Only the Ring Finger Knows
Video games: Pop'n Music
Books: PureDeadMagic, Tarots and Spellcasting
Color: Amesthyst, Hazel, Black, Crimson
outing
Just came back from today's outing Am tired, and am very lost too >.<
I'm glad I went after all, since I got to meet up with so many people in the end. Craymel,Aiko,Raijin,Jin,David,Brian,WeeLi,Iris,Sandy,Amanda,Aoi,Shinnoir,Kaede,Funky were among the few who came and I hung out with, while I managed to spend some time with Whitney's gang too, but they sort of dissappeared in the end.
Basically what we did the whole day was hit the arcades and create havoc wherever we went. I wanted to play Pop'n Music since *yesterday* but the machine was taken over by so many people TT___TT I only managed to play a few rounds, and I still can't find both Cobalt and Powerfolk 3. I think I need to go consult Masa-chan~ Played a few rounds of Ez2D too but then I managed to pull a muscle and decided to stop for the day XD
We went to yam cha at yesterday's "Prawn House" Restaurant again, much to the worker's horror there. Yes, we were loud and we were all high on perverted topics. It's SOOOOO NOT MY FAULT. *looks at Ezel* That was one heck of an ice-breaking session X___x
I was (still am actually) worried about Aiko. Turning so quiet and depressed all of a sudden is NOT ok. However after reading her blog here I guess I sort of understand a little what she's going through. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm always ears ^^ There is no need to feel so alone. Everyone is alone in this world. That's why we go out together to kill that feeling. Everyone is happy there and then because we choose to, it's only behind closed doors and sealed hearts that we then remain depressed. I know I am like that, because I rather people not see that part of me, and thus not get burdened by my emotions ^^;; I don't know if you understand this, but this is how I feel, at least.
The outing ended for me when I walked Brian off at the monorail station and I went to look for my family for Madagascar. The movie was boring though, so there's nothing to talk about that particular part of my 2 hours today. Besides, I was extremely exhausted, and all I wanted was to go to sleep =_____=||
Which is now my main problem. I can't @^%#@*%# fall asleep >.<
I'm gonna go watch Loveless now.
BGM : Out of my Head - FastBall
Had a very very enjoyable today, if I may say so myself ^^ Went out after class to meet up with Kaede again, and the both of us popped by and visited the tailor together before heading towards TS for lunch.
I did want to have ramen for lunch, but Chiku-Ho didn't really look appetizing so we settled for Peng Hwa. (or as Kil would call it later - Prawn House) Since we were early and Kil hasn't arrived, Kaede decided we could just start drawing there and then, and we did. I kinda felt disturbed by it cause the waiter and waitresses kept coming over to check on us. We were watched, and I thought they were planning how to kick us out from there.
It turned out though, that they wanted us to draw for them too So in the end we had to call Kil to find us instead and he accompanied us while we drew. James, or whatever he prefers to be called now, joined us awhile later. I don't exactly appreciate my friends being called ma lat lou, or whatever it means. But whatever, as long as the two didn't mind >.< In the end I couldn't draw right cause I was freezing and Kil was cracking up too many jokes -mostly about prawns, that I passed half of my work to Kaede. So in the end, the drawing was signed, well, Kaede and Kaede
We made off to the arcades with great haste, and spent some time there before splitting up. Jin, a friend of Kil's, brought us to a shop to get Miaka's gift but I was being picky =___= In the end Kil brought me to Endah Parades anyways, and I picked out a nice little gift with his help. I just hope Miaka likes spots. A LOT. Later had dinner at the foodcourt, with indian songs to fit the background.
(Not exactly the candlelight dinner with violins as promised hehehhe)
And I got home safe and sound after that cause Kil accompanied me back home all the way till I reached my station. XD That's ridiculously nice of him really, and I very much appreciate that ^^ Thanks ya *huggles*
Will be going to watch Madagascar with mum tomorrow as well. *sigh* Seems like everything is crashing in on tomorrow. I suddenly feel like I might have one friend too many huhhuhuh~ ah well. Not that I'm complaining mind you XD
Oh yes, forgot to mentioned. I've created a msnspace, whereby I set up my other blog. I find it quite hard to blog here once in awhile, since I cannot control the crowd and I have no idea who's reading what. (So much for freedom of speech, yeek) However msnspace only allows people on my messenger list to view, so it sucks to be you if you don't have me in your messenger XD
I'll still blog here though, of course.
BGM : Night Out - Pop'n Music
Yay~ I spent the first official day of my holiday being a total bum.
Basicly my day was like this : Got up for class, came back, Pop'n Music, went out, came back, Pop'n Music, eat, Pop'n Music....and you get the picture.
I admit Pop'n Music can be very addictive. XD
I *just* finished an art for Kaede, who has been demanding since forever. Well, just few days back but it felt like forever cause he wouldn't let go <.< And I can't draw! I suck at drawing cause I haven't been practising lately.
Thankfully there's Kil-chan who kept me company, not to mention give inspirations XD Thanks....again~
Will be going to meet Kaede tomorrow, then Kil-chan later. I think there's a CF outing tomorrow at TS, so anyone interested can just join. I don't really care, just going cause Kil-chan asked me to *laughs*
BGM : Kodou~Whenever - Okiayuu Ryoutarou
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Saturday
finally got my cosplay costume going somewhere! With everything that was going on I seriously thought I had to kill my plans TT_TT youkata~
Went out to meet Ayase and Kaede somewhere in Titiwangsa (I have no idea where XD) to visit Ayase's tailor. We had lunch while waitng for the tailor to return, and got to know my better half a little more ^__- Oh yea by the way, I've decided to cosplay as Eyes Rutherford afterall first, cause it's rather simple and nice, and I don't want to cause a stir with my parents about me cosplaying this year. =__=||
Later the 3 of us went *somewhere* again to get our cloth materials. (Seriously I am one lost kid >.<) Kaede and me then left for Amcorp Mall to meet up with Ezel and Hisashi. Feels so nice to go out and have nice chats with sane people once again ^^;
I arrived at the lrt station near home *quite* late, and dad offered to fetch me back from there XD Glad he's not upset or anything. Yea, the power of informing your parents early. Anyway at least we got back, at the rate both Ezel and I kept waiting for his next train, or the next train....or the next train, we might as well just camped there for the night XD
-----------today--------------------
Woke up to face frustrations -______-||
I couldn't get Tactics for weeks running already!!!! T_______________T This sucks. And it rained. It rained, and it was cold. <.< When I'm in a bad mood, everything just doesn't go well. It gets worst when I don't know the cause for my moods.....
I think it's because I don't feel so well lately. Something is eating me up, cause I'm not eating, that's for sure. My whole family went out for dinner with my cousin, while I stayed at home, blogging this. I'm glad at least mum understands how tired I am lately, and said I could skip the dinner if I felt like it. =3
I want to go back to hugging my pillow. *hugs*
Was doing that when I fell asleep and Shinnoir just had to call and wake me up <_< Kuso gaki
BGM : Kokoro no Hadaka - Rurouni Kenshin
I don't like being responsible of things I don't get appreciated of. So I skipped school today and left all the problems for other people to handle. Heartless, I am. But I ain't exactly in the perfect of mood lately, so me showing up in school today would just result in me exploding at some people's face.
Which almost happened again. Seems I am exploding at everyone one lately. This tension is getting me into loads of trouble =___=||
So I made a slight mistake yesterday, and that made a few hiccups along the line of duty. I am sorry for that. However, I cannot swallow the part where useless old farts starts pointing fingers at me accusing me of being guilty when they've done absolutely NOTHING to help. And I'm pointing this point blank in your face Ivy Cassandra.
"But it's YOUR FAULT"
I will NOT tolerate some useless prick of a Ass.Head who did nothing to help ease the mess that we were in, while I was toiling and trying my best to cover everything up till late at night all the time, while having to live up to all you useless people's expectations, say that in my face. I really don't have to entertain you, prick. But thanks for hanging relententlessly on my shadow and reminding me of my mistake, that was, by the way out of forgetfulness because I had so many things in mind and so few hours of sleep. Which of course, is because of people like you who is part of the organisation and has such a bloody high rank but wouldn't lift a finger to help.
And my apologies to Thevini and Valli. Thanks for holding me and my *voice* back in the Prefect's room in time before I really gave her a piece of my mind.
Lately I'm not my usual self. Things just gets on my nerve very easily =____=|| Mentally not so sound, I know. It was so bad yesterday, that I seriously needed isolation. So I headed off to the Form 4 block quietly and spent practically the whole day there, and I believe I fell asleep there too, despite the class being so humid. <_<
*sigh* I know I shouldn't be so selfish at times. I also know that Raihana relies on me more than anyone else in the board. I know that I should have been there for her and at least help her. I'm tired. We're both tired. I guess I just couldn't care less >___< I deserve to be condemned.
Tomorrow's the start of the holidays, and I hope good things would turn out soon. I need to de-stress my self for now. Even though everything is over, exams and all, I cannot quite settle down yet.
BGM : Cobalt - Popn Music (Finally got the song collections X3)
Just came back from today's outing Am tired, and am very lost too >.<
I'm glad I went after all, since I got to meet up with so many people in the end. Craymel,Aiko,Raijin,Jin,David,Brian,WeeLi,Iris,Sandy,Amanda,Aoi,Shinnoir,Kaede,Funky were among the few who came and I hung out with, while I managed to spend some time with Whitney's gang too, but they sort of dissappeared in the end.
Basically what we did the whole day was hit the arcades and create havoc wherever we went. I wanted to play Pop'n Music since *yesterday* but the machine was taken over by so many people TT___TT I only managed to play a few rounds, and I still can't find both Cobalt and Powerfolk 3. I think I need to go consult Masa-chan~ Played a few rounds of Ez2D too but then I managed to pull a muscle and decided to stop for the day XD
We went to yam cha at yesterday's "Prawn House" Restaurant again, much to the worker's horror there. Yes, we were loud and we were all high on perverted topics. It's SOOOOO NOT MY FAULT. *looks at Ezel* That was one heck of an ice-breaking session X___x
I was (still am actually) worried about Aiko. Turning so quiet and depressed all of a sudden is NOT ok. However after reading her blog here I guess I sort of understand a little what she's going through. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm always ears ^^ There is no need to feel so alone. Everyone is alone in this world. That's why we go out together to kill that feeling. Everyone is happy there and then because we choose to, it's only behind closed doors and sealed hearts that we then remain depressed. I know I am like that, because I rather people not see that part of me, and thus not get burdened by my emotions ^^;; I don't know if you understand this, but this is how I feel, at least.
The outing ended for me when I walked Brian off at the monorail station and I went to look for my family for Madagascar. The movie was boring though, so there's nothing to talk about that particular part of my 2 hours today. Besides, I was extremely exhausted, and all I wanted was to go to sleep =_____=||
Which is now my main problem. I can't @^%#@*%# fall asleep >.<
I'm gonna go watch Loveless now.
BGM : Out of my Head - FastBall
A Namelesswind swept by on Thursday, June 2,12:23 AM
timelessHad a very very enjoyable today, if I may say so myself ^^ Went out after class to meet up with Kaede again, and the both of us popped by and visited the tailor together before heading towards TS for lunch.
I did want to have ramen for lunch, but Chiku-Ho didn't really look appetizing so we settled for Peng Hwa. (or as Kil would call it later - Prawn House) Since we were early and Kil hasn't arrived, Kaede decided we could just start drawing there and then, and we did. I kinda felt disturbed by it cause the waiter and waitresses kept coming over to check on us. We were watched, and I thought they were planning how to kick us out from there.
It turned out though, that they wanted us to draw for them too So in the end we had to call Kil to find us instead and he accompanied us while we drew. James, or whatever he prefers to be called now, joined us awhile later. I don't exactly appreciate my friends being called ma lat lou, or whatever it means. But whatever, as long as the two didn't mind >.< In the end I couldn't draw right cause I was freezing and Kil was cracking up too many jokes -mostly about prawns, that I passed half of my work to Kaede. So in the end, the drawing was signed, well, Kaede and Kaede
We made off to the arcades with great haste, and spent some time there before splitting up. Jin, a friend of Kil's, brought us to a shop to get Miaka's gift but I was being picky =___= In the end Kil brought me to Endah Parades anyways, and I picked out a nice little gift with his help. I just hope Miaka likes spots. A LOT. Later had dinner at the foodcourt, with indian songs to fit the background.
(Not exactly the candlelight dinner with violins as promised hehehhe)
And I got home safe and sound after that cause Kil accompanied me back home all the way till I reached my station. XD That's ridiculously nice of him really, and I very much appreciate that ^^ Thanks ya *huggles*
Will be going to watch Madagascar with mum tomorrow as well. *sigh* Seems like everything is crashing in on tomorrow. I suddenly feel like I might have one friend too many huhhuhuh~ ah well. Not that I'm complaining mind you XD
Oh yes, forgot to mentioned. I've created a msnspace, whereby I set up my other blog. I find it quite hard to blog here once in awhile, since I cannot control the crowd and I have no idea who's reading what. (So much for freedom of speech, yeek) However msnspace only allows people on my messenger list to view, so it sucks to be you if you don't have me in your messenger XD
I'll still blog here though, of course.
BGM : Night Out - Pop'n Music
A Namelesswind swept by on Wednesday, June 1,4:24 AM
uselessYay~ I spent the first official day of my holiday being a total bum.
Basicly my day was like this : Got up for class, came back, Pop'n Music, went out, came back, Pop'n Music, eat, Pop'n Music....and you get the picture.
I admit Pop'n Music can be very addictive. XD
I *just* finished an art for Kaede, who has been demanding since forever. Well, just few days back but it felt like forever cause he wouldn't let go <.< And I can't draw! I suck at drawing cause I haven't been practising lately.
Thankfully there's Kil-chan who kept me company, not to mention give inspirations XD Thanks....again~
Will be going to meet Kaede tomorrow, then Kil-chan later. I think there's a CF outing tomorrow at TS, so anyone interested can just join. I don't really care, just going cause Kil-chan asked me to *laughs*
BGM : Kodou~Whenever - Okiayuu Ryoutarou
A Namelesswind swept by on Tuesday, May 31,1:01 AM
lifeless280505
Saturday
finally got my cosplay costume going somewhere! With everything that was going on I seriously thought I had to kill my plans TT_TT youkata~
Went out to meet Ayase and Kaede somewhere in Titiwangsa (I have no idea where XD) to visit Ayase's tailor. We had lunch while waitng for the tailor to return, and got to know my better half a little more ^__- Oh yea by the way, I've decided to cosplay as Eyes Rutherford afterall first, cause it's rather simple and nice, and I don't want to cause a stir with my parents about me cosplaying this year. =__=||
Later the 3 of us went *somewhere* again to get our cloth materials. (Seriously I am one lost kid >.<) Kaede and me then left for Amcorp Mall to meet up with Ezel and Hisashi. Feels so nice to go out and have nice chats with sane people once again ^^;
I arrived at the lrt station near home *quite* late, and dad offered to fetch me back from there XD Glad he's not upset or anything. Yea, the power of informing your parents early. Anyway at least we got back, at the rate both Ezel and I kept waiting for his next train, or the next train....or the next train, we might as well just camped there for the night XD
-----------today--------------------
Woke up to face frustrations -______-||
I couldn't get Tactics for weeks running already!!!! T_______________T This sucks. And it rained. It rained, and it was cold. <.< When I'm in a bad mood, everything just doesn't go well. It gets worst when I don't know the cause for my moods.....
I think it's because I don't feel so well lately. Something is eating me up, cause I'm not eating, that's for sure. My whole family went out for dinner with my cousin, while I stayed at home, blogging this. I'm glad at least mum understands how tired I am lately, and said I could skip the dinner if I felt like it. =3
I want to go back to hugging my pillow. *hugs*
Was doing that when I fell asleep and Shinnoir just had to call and wake me up <_< Kuso gaki
BGM : Kokoro no Hadaka - Rurouni Kenshin
A Namelesswind swept by on Sunday, May 29,11:36 PM
heartlessI don't like being responsible of things I don't get appreciated of. So I skipped school today and left all the problems for other people to handle. Heartless, I am. But I ain't exactly in the perfect of mood lately, so me showing up in school today would just result in me exploding at some people's face.
Which almost happened again. Seems I am exploding at everyone one lately. This tension is getting me into loads of trouble =___=||
So I made a slight mistake yesterday, and that made a few hiccups along the line of duty. I am sorry for that. However, I cannot swallow the part where useless old farts starts pointing fingers at me accusing me of being guilty when they've done absolutely NOTHING to help. And I'm pointing this point blank in your face Ivy Cassandra.
"But it's YOUR FAULT"
I will NOT tolerate some useless prick of a Ass.Head who did nothing to help ease the mess that we were in, while I was toiling and trying my best to cover everything up till late at night all the time, while having to live up to all you useless people's expectations, say that in my face. I really don't have to entertain you, prick. But thanks for hanging relententlessly on my shadow and reminding me of my mistake, that was, by the way out of forgetfulness because I had so many things in mind and so few hours of sleep. Which of course, is because of people like you who is part of the organisation and has such a bloody high rank but wouldn't lift a finger to help.
And my apologies to Thevini and Valli. Thanks for holding me and my *voice* back in the Prefect's room in time before I really gave her a piece of my mind.
Lately I'm not my usual self. Things just gets on my nerve very easily =____=|| Mentally not so sound, I know. It was so bad yesterday, that I seriously needed isolation. So I headed off to the Form 4 block quietly and spent practically the whole day there, and I believe I fell asleep there too, despite the class being so humid. <_<
*sigh* I know I shouldn't be so selfish at times. I also know that Raihana relies on me more than anyone else in the board. I know that I should have been there for her and at least help her. I'm tired. We're both tired. I guess I just couldn't care less >___< I deserve to be condemned.
Tomorrow's the start of the holidays, and I hope good things would turn out soon. I need to de-stress my self for now. Even though everything is over, exams and all, I cannot quite settle down yet.
BGM : Cobalt - Popn Music (Finally got the song collections X3)
A Namelesswind swept by on Friday, May 27,8:54 PM
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WFL lyrics
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